This thread is not about dismissing belief, but the moment(s) after faltering in that belief that set you back on the right road. I have spoken many times about my ups and downs with belief over the years. It's not an easy subject to openly talk about for sure, unless you are devout without question. That is awesome in my book and in no way would i (or ever) question what someone believes. I did not have an easy path to get to where i am now. I have had people joke and poke fun that i have 'drank the Koolaid', but that is so far from the truth. When the world around us seems to be flushing quicker than we can keep up with, it is nice to know we can believe in something far bigger. Experiencing paranormal stuff can and will open our eyes to things beyond us. Faith really is no different as it is a belief in something far beyond us. When i dropped off that path, i honestly had the worst (and most terrifying) experiences of my life. It took me some time before i course-corrected to where i am now. I may have a different thought process than i was taught to unconditionally follow when i was younger, but it is a path nonetheless. Far better than being mired in the muck like i was. The moment that started it was the dream i spoke of on this forum. I had a very vivid, brief dream or perhaps a message, that explained every single thing. The sad part is i don't remember anything from it other than everything has a reason. That had me rethink my misconceptions of life and all around me. Sure, i have had hang-ups since, but that brief knowledge never went away. Another time i literally felt something i cannot explain, other than complete redemption and pure love. That is not my story to tell, but that was when i realized the time is now, to live and see things for what they really are and should be. Did a higher power reach out and show me there was a design? Did i truly experience something that was so far beyond me words can't even explain? Years ago i would've laughed and said absolutely not. Now, my response to those questions are way different. Now i see the way things align before me and know when to make that turn or just listen. Sure, i still stumble but, i am far happier, stronger and humble because of it. Was there a moment you experienced the same? Were you doubtful as i was, only to be righted back onto a better path? It's a personal question, i know. It took me awhile before i would speak openly about it. One thing i learned is to not be hesitant or ashamed of what you believe. Wandering off the path can happen. You just have to look for the signs (even if hidden) to find your way back. They were always there. I can now vouch for that with zero question. That to me is amazing to hear or read myself stating that.
